Posts Tagged ‘its not that serious’

rpattz is a whore? *grabs popcorn*

Tuesday, April 13th, 2010

Miley just being Miley?

Tuesday, December 1st, 2009

She USED 2 B so cute!

Which means what in particular?

Cause after what I saw today at work I would not want to do anything remotely like Miley. Especially if I had kids that were idolizing her, we would be burning the merch of hers I had bought them right about now.

Let me back up….

Today at work Miley Cyrus’ tour stopped for a show, so all day today I was setting up for it, which is pretty typical on event day. Kinda a calm day even though we were constantly working all day…in fact the Jonas Brothers show was waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay more stressful then hers today.

Didn’t appreciate the snottiness of one of her crew members……..even when I was BEING NICE and offering her to go ahead of me so she didn’t have to wait for me while I pushed a cart.

*rolls eyes*

Anyways after we finish he crazy chair set…….which I feel bad for the people that got seats in the ‘pit area’, its hard to explain but they’ll be facing the band the whole night, while Miley sings there too but can also walk on this little walk way to this bigger stage behind their seats. Meaning they’d have to turn fully around in their seats to see her.

Like i was saying, after we finished that me & Angelina went looking for a supervisor to find something to do or were we looking for tape? I can’t remember, but anyways leaving the shop we almost ran right into Miley Cyrus…….who was talking on a cellphone, toting TWO PURSES.


That’s not even the worse thing, my short lived giggle at her ‘natural’ snarl was cut short because of the pretty much NOT THERE skirt she was wearing!

Seriously I went from about to barf in my mouth to complete and utter shock.

This 17 year old (she’s 17 now right?) girl is a role model to little girls EVERYWHERE………and I mean LITTLE GIRLS.

Yea, yeah Britney Spears did the same thing too, and I also had this very same opinion about it as well.

What is it with Disney producing whores? I mean seriously….

You know I’ve had a ’shes a skank’ opinion about Miley since she broke up with Nick Jonas, because that’s when she started dressing more trashy and hanging out with that Mandy girl, but I was gonna keep my mind open for if I saw her today or whatever.

Her walking with that skirt on, her nose in the air like she was too good to even look at anyone, her vibe was just all freaking bad. And it threw me into complete & utter shock…….not only because of what she was wearing but how right I was about how she might possibly be!

I’m sure you’re thinking I’m overracting, but obviously I’m not because when she FINALLY appeared for her soundcheck (made her fans wait a little over an hour listening to her band play ‘party in the usa’ over and OVER – without vocals/lyrics) she was wearing shorts!

So obviously she KNOWS how trashy she dresses & that’s just disgusting, i’m sorry.

Then the whole soundcheck I felt bad for her fans because she did maybe a whole ONE song, then took one picture with people and the peaced the hell out. I mean wtf?!

Another thing that pissed me off was the whole time she was on stage for her soundcheck she was interacting with her band/crew, i wanna say she said maybe 4 things to the crowd, it was like she was ignoring them, wtf.

*shakes head*

In conclusion the lesson for the day was that Miley Cyrus in my book is now a confirmed whore…….I’m sorry, but there’s just no coming back from that.


Yea I totally want my future kids idolizing someone like her *shakes head*

Miley I really did use to believe that you really did have the best of both worlds, but your 15 minutes of fame are slowly ticking down, you better come up with a better plan because dressing trashy didn’t work out for Paris Hilton either.

Leaving for California

Wednesday, November 11th, 2009

Sitting in my floor listening to Leilani go off about the letter i got from Jennifer the other day and how she told her certain things in letters she sent Jen and how Jen called her a terd face or whatever in the letter.

I’m starting to get sick with how sleepy I’m getting and the fact that I’m hungry for whatever reason, but I THINK I might be totally packed, dunno but knowing me i’ll forget something.

Me, Leilani & Katie are leaving for Los Angeles, California at 6:50am and should be there around noon their time. We’ll be there for a full week so if you’re in the area you should totally hit us up on our phones or twitters :)

I don’t know how often I’ll be blogging, but I will be twittering as often as possible. So make sure to follow me on twitter to keep up with me on this week long trip in California for the New Moon Premiere –




The RobSten (fans of the Rob & Kristen relationship) World was on fire today when these pictures were posted up and I freaked the hell out. Some of you should know that I’m not a fan of this relationship for my own retarded reasons, but I’m not an asshole enough to admit when you can tell if there’s something there………and I don’t see anything here.

The reason I freaked out was because EVERYONE around me was pretty much falling in love with how ‘cute’ this picture was of them holding hands, first of all they’re not holding hands, she’s looping her arm through his and pulling him close. Kinda like this….


Yet no one claimed she was dating Taylor when this came out or Nikki Reed for that matter…

But anyways, the whole buzz was that Rob & Kristen got caught holding hands on their way to their plane to leave Paris and then changed it into just looped arms.

Back to WHY I was freaking out……..when these pictures first were posted I felt it was like me against the world with not seeing what everyone else was seeing. Its not like I was ‘forcing’ my opinion on anyone or anything, its just I needed someone to take the time to not just glance at the picture and be sold like all the Robsten Fans were doing.

So in turn I felt a little weird that I seemed like the only one that saw it other then what people thought it was.

Then later when my friend @mrsdazzle sent me the link to all the other pictures at I actually analyzed the pictures and came up with what I think is what happened.

It looks like the pictures start of Rob & Kristen walking with their arms looped (well Kristen’s looped into his), which everyone thought they were holding hands first, but to me it looks like her arm was looped into his, and she’s all smiles.

The manager sees the photog, tells them and as the start to cross the path of the photog you can slowly see Kristen (who also had an annoyed face by then) withdraw her arm from Rob’s. In which Rob is laughing, like he could careless about the whole thing, but it annoyed Kristen :-/

But the funny thing is like almost an hour after I came up with that analyzation (sp?) someone posted this moving pic up on Lion_Lamb….


So my conclusion to this is Kristen was looped to Rob’s arm, but as soon as the manager told them about the photog she got annoyed and let go of Rob, who was laughing the whole thing off, because it either doesnt bother him or he thinks its funny because Kristen is annoyed that she knows that that simple gesture she’s used to doing with friends would be taken wrong since she’s doing this to Rob.

Does that make sense?

I hope it does because no lie I am about to fall over asleep, but Leilani is annoying me so much that I’m barely awake, haha.

I think i’m gonna close this since I still need to pack my laptop and I’m really starting to misspell words and shit. So next time i talk to you guys I will be in Los Angeles! So I’ll talk to ya later until then I leave you with these new outtakes from Vanity Fair……

















Wasted day?

Saturday, November 7th, 2009

So I was busy doing some work for the AAR and just overall feeling pretty good about myself because of how productive I was being for the day. I mean I called up a casting agency I was with to cancel it just to find out that they had cancelled it 2 days prior ($50 more for me a month), then I went through  some of my phone mail and just being productive.

The one downfall was I had twitter open the whole time and they have this new system where if you leave it on your main page or you @replies page it’ll tell you when there’s a new tweet or what not. So instead of obsessingly refreshing my @ page all the time, I didnt have to, I just left it on the @ page and waited for the tab to say something like “(1) Twitter / @am13er” that meaning I had one reply I hadn’t read yet.

Well it actually ended up helping me get work done since I knew I didnt have any replies and didnt have to refresh the page, well upon refreshing the main page at some point I came across my friend @_beccaspage_ retweeting tweets that looked like were coming from a New Moon Press Conference LIVE.


I haven’t really been keeping up with the New Moon stuff (and when I say keeping up with, I mean GOING OUT AND LOOKING FOR THE LATEST NEWS) so I had no idea there was a press conference or anything today. Which I also found out today that the press got to see New Moon last nite and alot of people liked it…..which I’ve been saying how good it looks compared to Twilight ever since the teaser trailer was released, but what’s really gonna kill it for me is the acting.

ANYWAYS, so I ended up stopping everything I was doing just to stalk these entertainment news twitters with up to date quotes from the press conference. It was in difference sections, Kstew went first, then the Cullens, then the director, producer & writer; then the volturi (i think); then the wolf pack; then Taylor/FAILcob and then Rob.

All day long waiting around for Rob’s turn, I felt like I was indeed wasting my fucking day away, because I wanted to get off the computer and go finish Twilight so I can start on New Moon, since I know that’s gonna take me weeks to finish, haha man I can’t stand that book, lol.

But then Katie came over to give me the money she owes me for the LA trip which made waiting through Failcob’s interview go by fast and then magically it was Rob’s turn. Everything he said was pretty much hilarious or cute, but it wasn’t until he said this……


…..that I truely felt that I didn’t waste my day away.

Well I did, but that quote made me feel better, because omg we totally need to be friends, like seriously. I mean WHAT GUY admits he has watched Titanic and combines it with trying to be romantic?

A guy like that I need to either:

a) date
b) marry
c) be friends with
d) support
e) all of the above

The only realistic one of the bunch is of course c & d, but seriously OMG! I’ve only known maybe half a handful of guys that would admit that and/or say they enjoyed that movie. So for Robert to say that, even if it was a joke, just for him to say it – MAJOR FUCKING BROWNIE POINTS.

I also saw a few different video interviews he did for ET, Extra and E! and this is probably my favorite one….

He totally just confirmed that he likes having fingers ran through his hair, look how he’s blushing & I’m sorry but was that an almost jizz in my pants face?!


The biggest surprise for me during this whole press conference thing was this awesome Kstew said, which pretty much marks how I feel about how you should live your life (granted i’m failing miserably).


Yea you guys should know by now that I’m not a big supporter of the Kstew, but I’m not a complete asshole, I’ll give credit where credit is due and I really liked this quote from her today :)

In other news today……


Why you ask?


And some of you should know that I WILL be in California for the New Moon Premiere, which oddly enough I thought it was funny to book our flight to California on Leo’s birthday (nov 11th), but TOTALLY forgot he was filming Inception (although it was filming in London for the longest) but I juts looked up what movies were filming and saw it was in Pasadena all this week.

SO I’m HOPING that it’s NOT filming next week.


We’re talking about me possibly seeing my NUMERO UNO celebrity IN THE FLESH EVEN IF ITS FROM FAR AWAY.

BBz, I do not know what to expect of myself, therefore I hope not to be put into that situation…….AT ALL.

Yes BOTH are GQMFs

Yes BOTH are GQMFs



BSB seriously WTF?!

Monday, November 2nd, 2009

Ok I have a few questions after watching this video:

1. Why are you guys in Japan?

2. Why is AJ wearing eyeliner?

3. Why are ya’ll still allowing Brian to play/sing in the streets? Especially in a different country? Didn’t you see ‘Closer’ how Natalie Portman got hit by a car?

4. Why the FUCK is there SO MUCH NICK in this video?

5. What does this have to do with the actual song ‘Bigger’?

6. Why does Nick look like a crack addict?


This video makes me sad and so did the ‘Straight Through My Heart Video’ because that is SUCH AN AWESOME song! And you messed it up with making it all vampire related…..I don’t even know because I still haven’t seen the whole video, but I do love the shit out of that song and ‘Bigger’.

This video also pisses me off because there’s SO MUCH FUCKING NICK shots in it and he doesn’t really have that big of a singing part in it, just like the chorus and shit, or at least I think so. I dunno this video just makes it seems like it’s Nick Carter & the Backstreet Boys.


7. When is Kevin coming back?

Work Drama – TV

Tuesday, October 20th, 2009

So yesterday (Oct 18th) at work, I drew this….

Jurassic Park's on TV!

Jurassic Park's on TV!

I walk in this morning to work and see this….



Confused? Oh well i’ll explain EVERYTHING to you, tomorrow, but now it’s bedtime since i have work in a few hours.


To be continued….

My plans for tonight….

Sunday, October 11th, 2009


Which is funny because we were just up there in August with Jennifer (just me & Leilani are going this trip around) and we actually got to stay up there a few days, which is very rare when we go up there. Like this trip we’re really only gonna be up there tomorrow (monday) and then we’ll leave tuesday night to come back home.

The whole reason we’re going up there is so Leilani can pick up my aunt’s puppy, Low that she’s giving to her and because my aunt just sold her house and she’s lived in that house since before I was born, so its kinda a big deal that she wont be living in that house anymore. So yea I kinda wanna say goodbye to her house *sigh*

I know that sounds stupid, but the whole reason that Corinth, MS is like my FAVORITEST PLACE IN THE WORLD is because to me (and probably to my lil brother, Travis) it represented our happiest times in our childhood. In fact I pretty much mold my whole childhood around my memories there, since we only went there to visit my grandparents, who I miss dearly.

And is it weird that I’m excited to go see them? Even though they’re dead? *sigh* I really miss them alot :(

Anyways so Angelina is taking us to pick up our rental tonight at 6:30pm, then I’m coming back home to do some last minute packing or whatever. Then I’ll go pick Leilani up and we’ll leave from there!

12 hour drive, which it used to be 13 hours, but now we dont have to go through Atlanta anymore because of this highway that mapquest discovered that bypasses it and cuts almost 2 hours off the drive :)

LOL! I love how its like 2 hours until we’re going to pick Leilani up from work so we can get the car & I havent even ATTEMPTED to pack yet! hahaha, wow I love how i’m so last minute on this shit, but then again it’s hardly a trip (day & a half?) so I dont think i’m gonna freak out too much if I forget something, haha.

Which reminds me I need to go through my phone pics to make room in case i have twitpics to share :)

And speaking of twitpics, Angelina invited me to the mall yesterday to check out Hot Topic’s clearance on Twilight stuff and needless to say I was overwhelmed with New Moon shit, even before we got to fucking Hot Topic!

Found the Bella dress in a plus size store.

Found the Bella dress in a plus size store.

Dr. Mom, please buy me this vest, not the Neverending Story wannabe necklace, js.

Dr. Mom, please buy me this vest, not the Neverending Story wannabe necklace, js.

Angelina said I should wear this to the Bobby Long show cuz it has flannel in it, lol.

Angelina said I should wear this to the Bobby Long show cuz it has flannel in it, lol.

Those pictures of course were from the store Torrids, I believe its called, we left there and started heading towards Hot Topic, which I knew on the way FYE would pop up and I KNEW I’d want to go in there, not only to see what they had left of Twilight shit, but more importantly DVDS!

Thankfully I didn’t have to suggest going in, because as soon as it came into view Angelina said she wanted to go in, but I had to end up running her out of it, because I was getting the urge to go through all the dvds and I REALLY didn’t have the money to be spending and I knew once I had a handful of DVDs it would be hard not to put em back, lol.

So upon leaving I totally realized that we didn’t even look to see if they had any standies, because I’ve been wanting to see/buy the new moon edward standie cuz from the picture I’ve seen of it weeks ago, he looks fucking GOOD in his suit. Angelina just waved it off saying they didnt have any, but as we were walking towards the door I looked to their front windows because that’s usually where they had em & saw that there was one there, but it looked like it was probably Miley Cyrus or something.

We leave FYE and round the corner & I’m trying to see what the standie actually is & upon seeing it, lose my shit COMPLETELY.



Seriously my eyes started watering and I think i did in fact shout out ‘OMG’, in which Angelina just said ‘oh’ and then continued to laugh at me freaking out. Which was weird because she’s a bigger twilight fan then me, I’m just all about the Robert to be perfectly honest, haha.

I’m sorry but seeing the picture of the standie I freaked out, but jesus to see it IN PERSON was just omg, I can’t even explain it to you, haha.

So I twitpic that picture of him and my friend Jenni (a.k.a. toooWAH) said that it looks like someone wiped shit on his top lip with the way he’s looking, haha. Which is true but I simply responded with as long as he’s not looking at me like that, I didn’t give a fuck, haha.

We then get to Hot Topic after that and OMG YOU GUYS! There is SO MUCH New Moon shit it’s not even funny! I mean I’m talking about there’s so much shit that there’s like NO POINT for it, like all the wereolves/failcob shirts, i mean PFF burn that shit, for realz.

One of my MAIN BEEFs with Twilight type of shirts is they’ll have an awesome design or just picture of robert, but then it’s RUINED with the HUGE UGLY FUCKING WORDS OF – ‘Twilight’ or ‘New Moon’ or something gay like that. Why can’t I just have a picture of just HIM and NOTHING THE FUCK ELSE? Take this shirt I was drooling over for example….



See I would buy THE SHIT out of it even though its on a white shirt, but because it has New Moon SOMEWHERE on it, I wont. I mean it’s not like people DON’T KNOW WHAT IT IS, why put the fucking title on it?

This is a prime example why I wanna make my own tshirts *shakes head*

Saw this walking around Hot Topic & LOLd

Saw this walking around Hot Topic & LOLd

It was cute to see all the little girls come in and freak out over all the stuff & start grabbing at things they wanted. I think I saw alot of them grab the New Moon rings they have out. Speaking of which, what is UP with the fucking ‘edward masen’ ring they’re trying to sell now. Since WHEN does Edward wear a fucking ring? Just FUCKING Saying.

Didn’t take long for a Twimom to show up to check out the New Moon stuff though….

Twimom = Neglected Child *hugs kid*

Twimom = Neglected Child *hugs kid*

Husband got yelled at for touching the Jacob shirts LOL.

Husband got yelled at for touching the Jacob shirts LOL.

We left a little after me observing the Twi-Family and went and got me some lunch because I was freaking dizzy as hell from not eating at all since I woke up that day, haha.



We left after that and had to walk through Dick’s Sporting Goods to get back to Angelina’s car and OMG saw the funniest picture ever….

What did her hand do for her to be so mad at it?

What did her hand do for her to be so mad at it?

I laughed out loud so hard when I saw that, because it looks like she’s screaming at her hand with anger, haha.

I’m still trying to figure out what her hand did for her to be screaming at it so hardcore like that. LOL

Angelina dropped me off at home after that & I went back to doing nothing as always, haha. BUT THAT’S CHANGING TONIGHT!


I probably wont be able to blog until we get home, but I will probably be twittering like crazy, so make sure to follow my tweets, other then that you guys have an awesome week & I’ll blog ya when I get home!


Gary knows.

Friday, October 2nd, 2009

Gary Knows

First of all today at work was fun, but drug like no other, so I was REALLY GLAD to get home and just relax, before the craziness tomorrow that is setup for the Metallica concert.

I get home and of course the first thing I do is turn my laptop on since for some WEIRD ASS REASON my phone ALL DAY LONG would not connect to the internet. So I get on and log into facebook & twitter and just begin my normal internet routine.

Check my @ on twitter & my notifications on facebook, which to my surprise i had freaking 16 notifications on facebook. So I checked all of those and then went back to twitter to realize that I was on 4 or 5 people’s Follow Friday lists.

Which if you don’t know what ‘Follow Friday’ is….Follow Friday is where people on Friday suggest people that THEY’RE following on twitter to their own followers. For example I’m following Leilani (@laylawnknee) on twitter & wanna suggest her to be followed so I’d tweet something like “Follow Friday – @laylawnknee [insert more suggestions]“.

I’m sure you get the picture, ANYWAYS, so I start my own batches of Follow Fridays, since I tend to have alot. Which I did my first batch of my normal people that I always suggest on Follow Friday. When I finished I had maybe 10 characters left of room on that tweet, so I decided to add Katie, because just like everyone else she’s a friend of mine.

I knew that she hardly used twitter, but being that she’s my friend (even though we’re sorta mad at each other right now) I decide to add her to that Follow Friday as well so she doesnt feel left out AND that she doesnt use that for ANOTHER REASON to be mad at me. Type her username in (@ccchariot) and hit send.

Since I’m logged into AIM whenever I get new mail to my aol account a little notification window pops up in the bottom right corner of my screen, so maybe 5 minutes after I tweeted my follow fridays that notification popped up.

Usually when i see those mail notifications I go over to facebook, because for the most part it’s usually telling me that someone commented on something on my facebook. Opening up my facebook I see that I have one notification, so I open up the notification page and it says that Katie commented on my status.

So I’m immediately trying to think of what I wrote today and why she would comment on it while the page is loading. Once it loaded I saw that it was the Follow Friday tweet (my facebook is connected to my twitter, so all my tweets show up as new facebook statuses) and then read her comment (these are direct quotes by the way):

“Please remove me from the following shit. I dont use twitter at all. Nor want nothing part of it. thank you”

Call me crazy, because I know it’s not JUST ME that can see how snotty/bitchy this comment comes off. I mean aside from the bad grammar just the whole vibe of it is fucking stank as hell, so when I read it I actually laughed out loud because it was funny how easily this stupid little comment pissed me off.

Instead of commenting back like I wanted to, I imed Leilani for a second opinion to make sure that I WASN’T overreacting (which I do alot with Leilani, i’m surprised she doesnt hate my guts for it, lol). Leilani of course told me it sounded like she ‘hated me’ and that it comes off very stank, which I was just gonna leave it at that and just vent to Leilani, but then I got another notification and saw that Leilani had left a comment:

Leilani: “Holy shit, calm the fuck down. Probably was a simple mistake and she wasn’t thinking. Jesus!”

Which for some reason flashed a green light in my head because she was being so ‘nice’ about the situation and I was just in a mood to NOT BE NICE today and just commented right away:

Me: “actually i was trying to be nice and include all my friends, but whatever let her throw her little fit over something stupid.”

As you can tell by what I said that I really didn’t care at all how that statement made her feel, because to be honest I hoped she’d attack me back the very same way, since she started this whole thing with bringing such ugly stankness to a ‘what i thought’ was nice gesture *shakes head*

Of course the almost instant back and forth argument went into affect….

Katie: “I actually am FUCKING CALM. thanks But no thanks. i just dont use twitter .”

The mention of ‘no thanks’ through me over the edge, you know the saying ’seeing red’ well i saw a blue FUCKING FLAME. The reason behind such rage is because when we were on our Vancouver trip every few times we would suggest to eat somewhere or do something Katie would sometimes answer not with a ‘no’ or ‘nah’ or ‘no but how about this…’ she would simply say ‘no thanks’. Which to me sounded like the snottiest/stuck up shit EVER. And we told her this WHILE WE WERE STILL IN VANCOUVER! Which she told use she didnt mean it like that, how anyone can say ‘no thanks’ and not meaning the way it sounds, is beyond me.

I swear it was almost like she was really saying “no you idiot I would never get caught doing that, try again…” but we knew no matter what we suggested we’d get that dreaded ‘no thanks’. So for her to throw this into this argument, I knew I was definately flying off the seat of my pants.

Me: “yea stank fucking calm”

Right after I sent that comment, without thinking I wrote this one also:

Me: “and you really should shove that ‘no thanks’ up you fucking ass. KTHANKS :)

I was so angry that I was laughing after I posted this comment, because I could not WAIT to see how she would respond to it.

Katie: “Yeaaahh NOOO THANKS !!!!!and to be completely honest im just done with everything and everyone.”

LOL, this of course made me laugh out loud because of how childish the repeating of ‘no thanks’ were, so I then saw how for some easy reason I had the upper hand in this argument. Probably because I’m so much older then her, either way I couldnt stop making comments.

And for this specific comment she made for some reason had Christian Bale’s rant pop into my head….

Download Song Here:

Me: “OHHHHHHHHHHHHH GOOD FOR YOU ;) How’s that going for ya?”

Katie: “Its going fantastic.”

Which she’s lying about because I KNOW she’s hating fucking life right now, because the message I sent her on facebook trying to tell her why I was angry with her, BOTH replies she sent me, like 4 sentences were about why she was annoyed with me/us and then i swear the rest of the message (which i swear was 2 pages) was of EVERYTHING ELSE that was pissing her off. Work, her parents, personal stuff and even old anger towards our friend Courtney.

So yea Katie I know it’s not fantastic at fucking all.

Me: “Sure as hell sounds like it, I’m happy for you.”

Which then Leilani trying to play referee popped in with…

Leilani: “I really don’t know where the anger for everything and EVERYONE is coming from, but you’re just gonna wind up only hurting yourself. And I’m not trying to be stank here for once.”

Me: “I don’t see how i’m fucking gonna hurt myself when she’s the one that left the fucking stankass comment in the first place. And I know where my anger is coming from, I’m just sorry that it’s in the form of I DONT GIVE A FUCK. Besides I still have to go through her fucking reply & write back and just the thought of that gives me a headache. Just whatever dude.”

Once i commented that, Leilani IMed me and told me that Katie deleted us from facebook, which literally had me on the floor rolling around with laughter. I’m sorry if you’re gonna delete me over a stupid LITTLE arguement as that, then you obviously have problems, because it just shows me that you obviously dont care enough to wanna fight for yourself as well as this friendship.

But here’s where its gets even better, because once Leilani told me she deleted us, i went back to my status that we left all these awesome comments on to reread it, but just to discover that all the comments were gone, which pissed me off, because that meant she deleted them all (thank god i get emails for each comment, haha)!

So i decided to open my inbox up to go to the message she sent me, since I wanted to go see if she updated her status to something mean on her facebook & that was the only way I knew how to get to her profile since she deleted me.

Yea, I open the letter, just to realize that she had DELETED HER FACEBOOK…….yea not deleted us, but deleted her ENTIRE PROFILE.

How fucking sad is that?

I mean seriously somethingn THIS SMALL you feel the need to just run away at the first noise of raised voices and upset feelings. So I tweeted something like “Yea Katie run away from your problems instead of fixing them. RUN FOREST RUN!”.

Which granted I know was really bitchy, but again I didnt give a fuck because she was the one that brought the fucking stankness and you dont get stank with me on a day/week where my emotions are all out of wack, lol.

Then just a few minutes ago I was curious and went to Katie’s twitter…………………………yea she deleted that shit too.

*shakes head*

And I wouldnt be shocked if she deleted my number from her phone too, because that’s what Katie does when she gets mad, she deletes all her online profiles and deletes your number from her phone.

So typical.

So stupid.

So sad.

I mean HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i know where you live & unlike Courtney I have a car, so if I wanted to I can drive over to your house and confront the hell out of you. I’m not some scared little kid like Courtney was to confront you about shit.


Which all friends should be that way with others, otherwise you’re not being honest with them and more importantly you’re lying & hurting yourself by not being honest with your friends.

Plus Katie, I know you pretty much have NO ONE to talk to now, since you hate everyone at work, your parents are up your ass about everything, you cut off all your old friends and well we were like your only friends.

I love you to death kid, but you really have some issues, which doesn’t make you any different from me or Leilani, but more of the same because we have issues as well, but with you still being so much younger then us, I feel sometimes you feel intimidated & that you have to act more our age, when you shouldnt….just be yourself.

And with our whole ‘Vancouver Issues’ with each other, sounds like it was nothing but miscommunications on BOTH parts. I wanted you to come out and STRAIGHT OUT OFFER to do your half and you didn’t, you threw out hints or questions that would never make someone think you were offering to pay for something.

And you DID complain alot about being homesick, you just like myself forget alot of the times how much we REPEAT OURSELVES and you repeat yourself ALOT. Especially when you’re bored & upset.

But to clear the Vancouver trip up for you, I had a blast. Yea there were alot of things you did that piss me off, but mainly it was the money since I had to spend my $600 birthday money to feed me & leilani & gas and it just seemed like you didnt wanna help out at all.

Where from what you say is that you did try to offer, but of course the way you offered weren’t offers at all, but were undiscovered hints & random questions. You need to stop being so scared and just be straight up and say exactly what you wanna say otherwise you’re just gonna be taken advantage of or make other people think you’re taking advantage of them.

Which is how I felt with the whole Vancouver trip.

And all the other stuff you brought up, if you want we can discuss whenever you want, but as of right now the thing that was really bothering me & had me upset with you was the fucking Vancouver trip. So for me to even give a SHIT about the other shit that was ‘bothering you’ you have to help me understand why you acted & did the things you did in Vancouver first, so I can forgive you.

THEN I’ll be more then happy to be the awesome friend I am and be that shoulder to cry on, but until then.

If you just wanna be stank like this, then maybe we shouldnt be friends, but it’s really totally up to you really.

You know how to reach me and if you’ve deleted EVERYTHING of mine from your computer/phone, well you know where I live and I dont think no matter how hard you try you’ll never forget where I live.

Let me know.

And with ALL THAT FINALLY OUT IN THE OPEN, I can’t help but feel….