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Wasted day?

Saturday, November 7th, 2009

So I was busy doing some work for the AAR and just overall feeling pretty good about myself because of how productive I was being for the day. I mean I called up a casting agency I was with to cancel it just to find out that they had cancelled it 2 days prior ($50 more for me a month), then I went through  some of my phone mail and just being productive.

The one downfall was I had twitter open the whole time and they have this new system where if you leave it on your main page or you @replies page it’ll tell you when there’s a new tweet or what not. So instead of obsessingly refreshing my @ page all the time, I didnt have to, I just left it on the @ page and waited for the tab to say something like “(1) Twitter / @am13er” that meaning I had one reply I hadn’t read yet.

Well it actually ended up helping me get work done since I knew I didnt have any replies and didnt have to refresh the page, well upon refreshing the main page at some point I came across my friend @_beccaspage_ retweeting tweets that looked like were coming from a New Moon Press Conference LIVE.


I haven’t really been keeping up with the New Moon stuff (and when I say keeping up with, I mean GOING OUT AND LOOKING FOR THE LATEST NEWS) so I had no idea there was a press conference or anything today. Which I also found out today that the press got to see New Moon last nite and alot of people liked it…..which I’ve been saying how good it looks compared to Twilight ever since the teaser trailer was released, but what’s really gonna kill it for me is the acting.

ANYWAYS, so I ended up stopping everything I was doing just to stalk these entertainment news twitters with up to date quotes from the press conference. It was in difference sections, Kstew went first, then the Cullens, then the director, producer & writer; then the volturi (i think); then the wolf pack; then Taylor/FAILcob and then Rob.

All day long waiting around for Rob’s turn, I felt like I was indeed wasting my fucking day away, because I wanted to get off the computer and go finish Twilight so I can start on New Moon, since I know that’s gonna take me weeks to finish, haha man I can’t stand that book, lol.

But then Katie came over to give me the money she owes me for the LA trip which made waiting through Failcob’s interview go by fast and then magically it was Rob’s turn. Everything he said was pretty much hilarious or cute, but it wasn’t until he said this……


…..that I truely felt that I didn’t waste my day away.

Well I did, but that quote made me feel better, because omg we totally need to be friends, like seriously. I mean WHAT GUY admits he has watched Titanic and combines it with trying to be romantic?

A guy like that I need to either:

a) date
b) marry
c) be friends with
d) support
e) all of the above

The only realistic one of the bunch is of course c & d, but seriously OMG! I’ve only known maybe half a handful of guys that would admit that and/or say they enjoyed that movie. So for Robert to say that, even if it was a joke, just for him to say it – MAJOR FUCKING BROWNIE POINTS.

I also saw a few different video interviews he did for ET, Extra and E! and this is probably my favorite one….

He totally just confirmed that he likes having fingers ran through his hair, look how he’s blushing & I’m sorry but was that an almost jizz in my pants face?!


The biggest surprise for me during this whole press conference thing was this awesome Kstew said, which pretty much marks how I feel about how you should live your life (granted i’m failing miserably).


Yea you guys should know by now that I’m not a big supporter of the Kstew, but I’m not a complete asshole, I’ll give credit where credit is due and I really liked this quote from her today :)

In other news today……


Why you ask?


And some of you should know that I WILL be in California for the New Moon Premiere, which oddly enough I thought it was funny to book our flight to California on Leo’s birthday (nov 11th), but TOTALLY forgot he was filming Inception (although it was filming in London for the longest) but I juts looked up what movies were filming and saw it was in Pasadena all this week.

SO I’m HOPING that it’s NOT filming next week.


We’re talking about me possibly seeing my NUMERO UNO celebrity IN THE FLESH EVEN IF ITS FROM FAR AWAY.

BBz, I do not know what to expect of myself, therefore I hope not to be put into that situation…….AT ALL.

Yes BOTH are GQMFs

Yes BOTH are GQMFs



Harper’s Bizaar

Tuesday, November 3rd, 2009


The outtakes of the Harper’s Bizaar photoshoot that Rob & Kristen did were posted up today and my boy rpattz is looking fucking good as always. Which you can see all the outtakes at Robert Pattinson Life.

Aside from the annoying photoshoping the photographer/magazine did to some of the pictures and Kristen’s weave track showing, I really like this photoshoot. Like my gurl, Frenchie (@lafemmeluna) said it captures the dorks that they really are, for example….

can we say adorable rob?

can we say adorable rob?

I mean how fucking adorable is Robert in that picture and there’s a few others if you go check the 50+ others out where they’re both laughing. Plus this picture looks like one of those fucking pictures the highschool couples go to the mall to get pictures done, haha.

Speaking of couples, the one thing I hate to admit it because I know some of my bbz are robsten supporters (i’m not at all) but I just wasn’t picking up the ‘im with him’ kinda vibe from Kristen in any of these pictures. To me it seems like Rob is totally comfortable with being all up in her personal space, where is Kristen it doesnt seem like that. For some poses she’ll get close but for just the pose and others it looks like Rob is pulling her to him – sorry bbz :(

So it just came off as a “we’re really good friends” kinda vibe, because I know with alot of my guy friends I was ok being that close to them and such, because we weren’t attracted to each other at all and we were really good friends – so if anyone EVER wants to say I’m jealous of Kstew, you can say I am because she’s good friends with rpattz :)


Pics like this one has gotten me thinking Kristen should think about modeling more then acting. I’m sorry guys but her acting is just horrible! But she takes really good pictures even if alot of them are the same facial expressions =-/

When I saw these pictures on my phone as I was leaving work today, I couldn’t really see much on my small ass screen, but I’m telling you now that I am in love with this picture right here….


i LOVE LOVE LOVE this pic, jsyk.

…but it’s more or less because of the artsy-ness of the photo, being who it is makes it better for me. Robert looks good, what he’s doing is fucking cute and just ugh to Kristen’s expression, but we won’t go there. I was joking earlier that if one picture could sum up/describe what I THINK a relationship between Kristen & Robert would be like – that it would be this picture, haha.

He adores her and Kristen could obviously careless, haha I’m sorry but that’s how I think it would be, if they were ‘together’ *shrugs*

So that’s my opinion on this photoshoot (not that it matters) – i liked it, it’s really cute, but like i’ve been saying all along that I don’t think they’re dating, they’re just really close – think Kate Winslet & Leonardo DiCaprio (two people WHO SHOULD BE TOGETHER – OMG DONT GET ME STARTED).

But yea I really liked the photoshoot, makes me wanna go take pictures now.



Tuesday, November 3rd, 2009

So I’m going through my Forks, WA/Vancouver, BC pictures and go to my pictures from the Bobby Long show I saw in Vancouver and um….




Yea I don’t think of Bobby Long like that AT ALL, but I can’t deny the thoughts in my head as I came across this in my batch of pictures. I mean don’t get me wrong he is cute as hell and his accent is mouth watering, but I really am all about his music….but OMG this picture is just….

I dont even know, you know?


Monday, October 26th, 2009

First of all, thewallfollower is my new favorite person in the whole wide world for putting this clip up on youtube. Sorry just had to throw it out there, because it’s true.


For those of you that DO NOT KNOW and it would REALLY surprise me if you did……..Val Emmich is a genius and quite frankly my favorite solo artist………yea it’s THAT SERIOUS. I accidently discovered him 4 or 5 years ago opening for Butch Walker and I have been in love with his voice & music ever since.

Little did I know that he would produce what I can now easily say is my favorite fucking song of all fucking time – ‘High Noon’ which is what is in the clip above. Also the clip above is the making of his album ‘Sunlight Search Party’ which has High Noon on it (obviously).

Like all my other blogs there really is no point to this one except the fact that I wanted to share with you the genius that is Val Emmich and my favorite fucking song, not only of his, but thus far in my life. Seriously I can listen to this song on repeat for DAYS and still wanna punch dance the ENTIRE TIME, lol.

This is how I got introduced to ‘High Noon’:

While I was waiting for him to release his new album, he released this trailer for the dvd that would be coming with the album, showing the making of it & the song at the end had me, hook, line & sinker. So much so that when he put the album’s tracks up on itunes (before u could buy the album) I bought the song itself. And the repeat playing was well in it’s 50s before I even got an actual hard copy of the song, haha.

Then months later he actually came to FL and I got to see it LIVE for the first time….

Lets just say there was alot of dancing (even though you cant tell by the video) lots of singing and lots of tears. I swear I heard angels singing backup during that song.

So yea, thats all I really wanted to say, I love Val, I love High Noon and you should too. The End.

Really wanted to use this pic though, but it won’t let me save it –

I Forgot – Edward vs. Felix

Sunday, October 25th, 2009

So yesterday the New Moon Clip of Edward protecting Bella from Felix, which then results in a mini fight was posted online. This shit looks so fucking epic it’s unreal. But what really had me rewatching this clip over and over, was the fucking expression on Edward’s face when he’s slammed into the floor.

I’m not gonna lie to you, I died inside and was caught off guard by the urge to want to cry. Rob just does an excellent job in showing the pain that I THOUGHT Vampires never experienced it, but since this is such a short clip makes it a mystery as to why it’s like that. Plus what was up with his cheek cracking a little bit?

Just so many questions that I hope gets answered when I see it next month. Speaking of next month selected theaters in my area is gonna start playing Twilight again next month and omg best believe i’m going to see it! Me & Katie actually went and saw the last showing of it earlier this year and it was so crazy because during the last scene (which is my fave scene) I almost cried and remember gasping as he kissed her.


Oh also!

The other day i saw the ‘break up’ scene from New Moon (which has already been taken down) and *sigh* everyone was boohooing that Edward was too harsh to Bella. My only problem with the scene is what I knew it would be……freaking Kristen. I hate making it sound like I’m just pro Robert all the time (which I am) and anti Kristen (which I am) but I really DO try to give her the benefit of the doubt, but its like every fucking clip I keep seeing from New Moon, she just keeps proving me more and more right.

So my question to Kristen is…..

When is YOUR Bella gonna start acting like she NEEDS Edward, like the real Bella does in the book? Because Edward on & off screen is almost if not dead on with the need for Bella.


If I got a picture with RPATTZ….

Sunday, October 25th, 2009

If for some reason I was blessed by the angels above even for a few mintues to meet Robert Pattinson, I would just want to talk to him, but more importantly get a picture with him, because I will more then likely not remember anything or that it even happened afterwards.

I haven’t come across alot of ‘good’ fan pictures with Rob. In fact just thinking about it, I think i’ve seen 2 and in one of them the girl is making a fish face *rolls eyes*. The other one being this one:


I would very much like to have Robert smiling in my picture like this, not like alot of all the other fan pictures where he looks fucking miserable or is trying to escape.

For Example:


This isnt the actual picture, but a pappz picture during it.

This picture kinda scares me because it looks like he’s doing that nervous laugh thing he does and is trying to walk away but is being held in place by the lady’s hand O_o

Which in turn reminds me of this picture:

'The Nervous RPATTZ Smile'

'The Nervous RPATTZ Smile'

He’s obviously in a very scary situation, but still wants to seem nice, so he nervously laughs it off :( Where is in the 1st picture above that looks like a very geniune smile. That’s what I’d like to have in my picture, which sucks because the twilight fans have pretty much ruined the likelihood of that happening.

So the setting of how I meet him before I die, I have no idea how it’ll happen, since when I was actually in Vancouver I refused to stand outside the hotel everyone ASSUMED they were staying at. Yea I wanted to, but once we were actually in the city, it was just too creepy, besides I’d rather see them filming then ambush them on the street for a picture =-\

This blog is totally pointless but was just thinking about how I NOW have to plan a conversation if I ever was lucky enough to meet him, so that he’d smile like the 1st picture…in my picture.

Good thing some people think alot of what I say can be sometimes funny :)

I love rpattz, but DAMN.

Sunday, October 18th, 2009

First of all, look how adorable….

That smile & laugh is just so fucking cute, omg.

From: - If anyone has the HQ version of this please send it my way!

From: - If anyone has the HQ version of this please send it my way!

But this is my favorite find from today….

I seriously need to watch this movie again, like ASAP, lol. By the way for those of you that dont know it’ll be available on DVD for us US of A peeps November 17th & you can preorder it now (i think) on :)

Anyways I was looking for a specific robert/rpattz picture and upon looking for it I came across this: Project F.L.A.N.S.

Which ‘F.L.A.N.S.’ stands for ‘Fangirl Leaders Against Needless Stalking’.


Don’t get me wrong I am all against the craziness that is the stalking fans and the aggressive pappz, but as soon as I read this it just got this weird twi-hard vibe.

Because it’s pretty much a……not a pointless effort but a hopless one I guess?

I mean I hate the harassment this poor kid has to deal with like all the rest of my closest bbz, but stuff like making ‘projects’ for it, just makes it seem like you’re doing it more for the ‘attention’ then the actually effort, when in fact it won’t really make much of a difference.

And that was it, that was just how I felt, but then I clicked on the ‘get involved’ link and I just couldnt stop shaking my head the more and more I read.

To get involved that want you to do this:

» Don’t buy tabloids or other paparazzi publications.
» Don’t visit gossip sites that feed off paparazzi and rumours.
» Write to websites that host and spread paparazzi material and tell them how you feel.
» Don’t spread links to gossip sites, etc.
» Put banners, etc. on your personal sites to show your support for Rob. (see below)

Its almost like you cant watch tv or read magazines, because that’s all thats on tv and in print now a days and god forbid the shit you see online, when it comes to twilight/robert news its almost IMPOSSIBLE not to be exposed to this kinda stuff. Doesn’t make it right, but I’m not obsessing over having to SEE EVERY SINGLE PICTURE OF ROBERT. Plus I mean anyone with a heart or common sense finds the pappz pics creepy, so when we do see them, we just express our rage towards the papz or fans that are harassing him and move on, because I dunno I feel like there’s nothing we can do about it.

To be honest all you really can do is just wait it out, I mean remember Titanic & the shit Leo DiCaprio had to go through? His shit was AWFUL and he didn’t even have the craze tha the internet causes for celebs now.

Plus you gotta think, what about the other celebs? You’re just focusing on one celebrity and not all in a whole, if you’re gonna do a ‘project’ like this, you should just make it a general celebrity thing, not just Rob. Granted you’re a rob fansite, but when you just single him out like that makes it seem like you really are just doing it to get his attention :(

Also when you continue to read the ‘get involved’ page, they list websites/magazines not to purchase or look out and a few of them I understood but one, I was like “really? wtf?”, are you serious? Dude they JUST put out ON STANDS a New Moon EXCLUSIVE magazine, but I guess we can’t read those cuz they theatren Rob’s safety?


The ONTD site I can understand, but to be honest I dont go there for the gossip and I know its not just me when I say that I go there to read the comments, cuz they’re fucking hilarious.

But anyways I’m not trying to piss on anyone’s front yard, I was just expressing my opinion on something I agree with what you’re trying to do, but just doesn’t feel right.


“I freaking LOVE THAT MAN!”

Thursday, September 17th, 2009

Woke up at 9am today and looked at my alarm clock like “why the FUCK are you going off?!” Then I remembered that I told Jennifer last night that I would go with her to practice tomorrow. Which was at 10am, yea I didn’t end up leaving the house until a little after 10am, parked and walked around the front to go in.

It was really weird that once I got inside I saw that no one was really here. Like counting Jennifer & me there was a total of maybe 6-10 fans there to watch them practice. Me & Jennifer the whole practice pretty much just took pictures and caught up on what happened last week on my trip and her with work & her family.

We ended up kidnapping Miracle’s credit card and car to go buy him McDonald’s for lunch, since he was stuck at work. McDonald’s ended up messing up his order by giving us a bag with a big mac & mcfilet (or w/e its called) instead of his nugget meal & hamburger, haha.

Got back & gave him his food, sad goodbye and I thought Jennifer was parked where I was, but she ended up being parked in the other parking lot, so we took the long way back to her car and then drove around so she could drop me back off at my car. On the way she mentioned about wanting to go to Chipotle, so I told her I’d go with her, so we ended up deciding to leave me car there and pick it up later.

As we drove passed the parking lot, I looked over at where the hockey players park their cars and right when I did I saw this hot guy with a white v-neck shirt & baseball cap come walking out of the building. I didn’t know who it was, i just knew that from that distance that they’re height and built was hot, so I told Jennifer that it LOOKED like someone that COULD BE Vinnie.

So she stopped at the stop light and then backed up and was like “CAN YOU SEE ANYTHING?!” which I couldnt because she didn’t back up enough for me to see, but right then a black truck came around and was leaving the hockey parking lot, which I told her and we started freaking out cuz Vinnie had an esculade (sp?). I was then like ‘watch he’ll go the other way’ (mind you we’re stopped at the red light the whole time), but he ended up turning our way and stopping right behind us.

The truck had the tented-ist windows I have ever seen, so even with him sitting in his car behind us I couldnt tell who it is, but then Jennifer looked and was like ‘OMG THATS HIS HAND!’ haha yea I dont think I could recognize him by his hand, but she did, lol.

The light turns green then and she goes and tries to drive slow so that he could pull up beside us 2 lights down if it in fact turns red, which luckly it did! So we’re sitting there (Jennifer was freaking out the whole time by the way) with Vinnie’s car sitting on our left, so Jennifer starts waving at him to see if he’d wave back or if he’d even roll his window down.

He didn’t notice at first, but after a few minutes you could see his head turn and the window start slowly going down. While the window was going down all I kept saying in my head was “what if it’s not him? what if it’s not him? its not gonna be him, yea its not gonna be him” then I saw this white guy looking at us from the passenger seat like “wtf?” and was like “shit it isnt him” but then the driver leaned over and was like…

“Hey, how are you?”

Yea I heard angels sing in that moment, because it was Vinnie.

I decided right then that since Jennifer was closest to him and plus I really couldnt see that I wasn’t gonna say anything just observe & stare at him, since the attention wasn’t on me at all :-D

Oh and forgive me because I don’t remember the conversation that much, but here’s what I do remember…..

Vinnie: “Hey how are you?”
Vinnie: “Some of us are playing, i dunno, why?”
Jennifer: “I was just wondering since……….i’m leaving.” (dont remember)
Vinnie: “Yea I’m playing, why?”

At that point he kept looking at her like ‘wtf?’ so that’s when I decided to speak up.

Me: “It’s her last game tomorrow.”
Vinnie: “What?”
Me: “Tomorrow, it’s her last game.”
Vinnie: “Why?”
Jennifer: “I’m going to basic.”
Vinnie: “What?”
Jennifer: “I’m going to basic training.”

And when I saw ‘greatest face of all time’ I really mean the cutest fucking sad pouty face I have EVER SEEN ON THAT FACE O_o

I think that’s when Jennifer went on to explain the military stuff, because I zoned out and totally  just stared at Vinnie’s face for that entire time. But at one point he interupted her and asked…..

Vinnie: “When are you coming back?”
Jennifer: “*shrugs* I dunno….” and went on to explain more about the stuff she has to do in the military.
Vinnie: “Wow…..” and I think he said something like ‘congratulations? I really can’t remember, haha.

At that point the light changed green and Jennifer’s nerves got the best of her because she saw that it changed and freaked like she always does when trying to close a conversation with Vinnie.

Jennifer: “Ok…well bye!”
Vinnie: “Be safe…”

And Jennifer peeled out, lol. The whole way to chipotle was listening to Jennifer’s hilarious thoughts on what just happened and how she’d throw all her Mormon beliefs away for Vinnie, haha. You know to be honest the discussion pretty much lasted the rest of the time we hung out that day. Which after we ate at Chipotle we went to Sonic to get our slush cravings in check and then went to Best Buy to look around.

Which was pretty much us playing rock band/guitar hero and just checking out the sales going on for dvds, which I ended up finding two tv series I wanted to buy on dvd (The State & Entourage) but I ended up talking myself out of it and convincing myself to just wait til this weekend to buy them, since I still have to go buy Jennifer’s birthday present :)

After Best Buy we went back to my house to show her the ‘This Is It’ trailer since she hadn’t seen it and then watched 10 Things I Hate About You, before she had to leave to go see a movie with her friend Eva.

I then looked for something else to watch and was surprised to find that ‘Gold Diggers: The Secret of Bear Mountain’ was coming on. I hadn’t seen that movie in YEARS and have been trying to buy it on DVD for that same length of time. Granted it’s a horrible movie in the acting department, but omg I love it so much, me & Travis used to watch it all the time when we were younger.

After that I watched some of The River Wild (love that shit) and showed mom some of ‘Across The Universe’ to show her how they messed up some of the beatles songs, haha. Which I then found that Jaws was on…………………A MOVIE CHANNEL O_o

I’m sorry that was just shocking to me because for like 15 years everytime Jaws has been ON TV was if it was being shown on like TNT, TBS, USA or some other bo-bo movie channel that plays fucking commericals.

To prove my point while i was watching Jaws I could pinpoint everytime it WOULD go to commerical if it was on one of those channels, which is just so sad, but I’m sorry if I see it on tv, i always end up watching some of it :)

After that I came in here and got online to do the twitter & the blog thing, which I finally finished Day 3 of the Vancouver trip, which leaves 4-10 haha, I’M GETTING THERE!

lol this song in Hot Rod where he’s getting ready for the big jump is soooooo addicting


And then everyone starts breaking into stores stealing shit, lol :)

Sorry i have it playing in the background because ‘The Reaping’ just went off (had that playing in the background) – which the ending to that movie ALWAYS pisses me off & provides me with nightmares, thank you Hilary Swank, lol.

Anyways I gotta go to sleep now, work tomorrow (1st preseason game for the Lightning) and I need to take some NyQuil because for some reason during Jaws my fucking nose started running, so I’m getting sick >:o

WTF, rain & cold weather for 10 days and i get since when i get back to the fucking heat here in Florida, yea makes NO SENSE, haha.

So goodnight bbz <3

Some pics from practice coming soon….

Day Off? Pfff riiight

Saturday, September 5th, 2009

So today was my only day off before we leave for Vancouver on Sunday and holy shit it was so much fun! Of course it didn’t fucking start that way >:o

The plan was Jennifer was gonna come over around 9:50am and then we were gonna drive to Brandon to see if Vinnie was skating today. Well for me NOT being a morning person I was planning on waking up at 9:30am, doing my fitness, getting ready and then by that time I figured Jennifer would be at my house.

Yea totally didn’t work out that way.

First of all, I had the urge to blow up a college campus today, ONLY BECAUSE I get a motherfucking phone call at 9:06am from an unknown number (i dont answer my phone EVER cuz i hate talking on phones), look at the time and seriously almost threw my phone out the window because I knew there was NO POINT in trying to go back to sleep when I knew my alarm clock would be going off in less then 30 minutes.


I laid in bed for a few more minutes to let the anger ease a little before rolling out of bed with a sigh. Did my fitness, ate half a bowl of cheerios and then tried to activate my new credit card just to find out i didnt have all the info to do that, so I had to actually talk to an operator for them to activate it, but Jennifer showed up while I was trying to settle all that mess.

We left a little passed 10am and headed for Brandon, giggling at the Magicial Marquee’s new saying (sorry i didnt tweet about it, but i’m picking up Leilani up tomorrow and figured i’d do it then) & trying to see if we could see any cars as we passed the skating rink. We pulled into the parking lot & the first thing I noticed was like 2 or 3 people standing by this black car with a tall ass guy facing them. Which immediate thing that pops in my head is it’s a hockey player, then of course my brain goes through the database of who it could be, well in this case I didnt even have to do that because I knew who it was immediately.

And just as instant as I knew who it was, I was overcome with uncontrollable sadness :(

It was Vaclav Prospal #20 of the Tampa Bay Lightning (or was, now with the New York Rangers) or to me & my friends ‘Prospal’ *sigh* He’s been a favorite of mine since the first time he was here with the Lightning (he’s left us 2 other times as well), he was just always so animated and funny & over the past few seasons has been really sweet to me at work *sigh*

Trust me I can go on and on about him, but as I pointed out to Jennifer, which went something like…

Me: “UGH!!!! Please tell me that’s NOT WHO THAT IS!”
Jennifer: “WHO?! WHERE?!”
Jennifer: “PROSPAL!!! AWWWW”

Or it at least went something like that, but anyways I swear the driving to park Jenn’s car across from his went in slow mo. He was signing autographs for people and as soon as we parked had already gotten into his car and was backing out.

Right as I opened my door, he had pulled fully out and his window was down, so i started waving and smiling, which he looked over, waved, then smiled soooooooo fucking sad and waved some more. IT WAS SO SAD OMG UGH

I really am gonna miss Bling Bling man.

NYC trip to see a Rangers vs Lightning game, anyone? yes/yes?

We ended up leaving right after that since we saw that obviously the players had already skated and were leaving & it was DEFINATELY too hot to go all old school and sit out and wait for Vinnie to leave to see if he’d stop and we could talk to him.

So we end up going to the mall since that was the plan for the day – go see vinnie, hang out with leilani at the mall. Yea well Leilani I guess felt like being a douche (j/k STOP GIVING ME EVIL EYE LELAND) and stay home, so me & Jen went and hung out at the mall. Ended up buying me a mini wallet & a fucking hat THAT ACTUALLY FITS MY BIG ASS HEAD from Spencer’s.

Look how big this Edward Cullen doll is compared to a bookmark. Who the fuck would pay $150 for this?!

Look how big this Edward Cullen doll is compared to a bookmark. Who the fuck would pay $150 for this?!

Then since I’ve been looking for WEEKS for this doodle book I suggested we go to the book store they had in the mall which ended up being a Books A Million which I have never been in one of those & now that I have I enjoyed it. But just like anytime I go visit a book stores I go straight for the magazines first, then the journals and now a days look for Twilight stuff, haha.

Which omg ngl to you guys someone needs to buy me the edward doll with sunglasses so I can take funny pics of him in different places like those stupid twimoms do. SERIOUSLY I THINK IT WOULD BE FUNNY!

Anyways got to see the New Moon bookmarks finally in person, which I’m kinda disappointed, cuz they’re so much smaller then my Twilight one Leilani bought me last year & plus they’re like old school bookmarks with no plastic protector thing around it, so I dunno if I want this one, even though fucking Robert is looking DELISH on it.

Another good thing about Books A Million is Jennifer found the Michael Jackson magazine she had been looking for that I had (my mom bought it) but didnt know what store it was from. So when we went to check out we were stunned at the HUGE ASS Edward Cullen doll sitting in front of the cash register.

The hilarious part is it does NOT look ANYTHING like Edward at all, it’s so ridiculous with how big it is AND there was no Bella doll, haha. Who would pay $150 for that or $130 if you have a ‘rewards’ card, haha. Is it weird that the first thing I thought of when I saw this and how big it was, was Kellan Lutz talking about the ‘vibrating edward doll’ some fan had showed him at one of the conventions he was at O_o

Yea, moving on.

Jen preparing her yogurt at Green Berry.

Jen preparing her yogurt at Green Berry.

After Books A Million me & Jennifer were pretty hungry so we ended up going to Green Berry which is this yummy yogurt place Leilani took me too & had told Jennifer about, so I took her there and got some yummy fucking yoguart, seriously I think i’m obsessed with that place now, lol.

We paid for our yummy yogurt then decided to drive back to my house, have Katie pick us up, since she owed me her half of the money for the Vancouver trip and today was the last day I could go deposit in my account (since I work tomorrow) before the trip & then go eat lunch.

So Katie picks us up and we head to my bank and holy hell I have never had so much money in cash in my hands before and probably never will ever again. Haha even the lady at the bank was like ‘holy hell girl’ haha. I ended up depositing $1,888 into my account, putting $1,300 back into my savings (i had to borrow $1,000 from savings to cover Katie’s half til she paid me) which leaves me with $588 until next Friday, haha.

I’m thinking I’m really gonna know what a starving college student really feels like these first few days in Vancouver, haha.

After we left the bank we answered my every lasting question of “I Can Has Tias?” and went & actually had some fucking yummy Tias :)

After Tias I didnt really wanna go home yet, so I suggested we go to Borders since I had no luck at finding that doodle book, so we did. Of course traffic made it seem like it took us an hour just to get to the Borders, which in the heat we had today omg, sucked so much ass it wasnt even funny.

Got to Borders & actually found the doodle book I’ve been looking for, for WEEKS! PLUS I found a whole bunch of other ones that look even better then the one I originally found! So when i get back from Vancouver (or if i find it in Vancouver) I’m definately buying that shit :)

After Borders we went back to my house, watched the drunk video of Leilani (it’s on my facebook if you wanna see it, she for some reason doesnt want people seeing videos of her anymore *sigh*), some elvis & val videos, then Katie left to go pack and me & Jenn ended up watching Fanboys before she left to go to a dance at her church :)

I hadn’t had dinner yet, so at 9:25pm I made me some yummy sausage & onions for dinner and have been on the computer ever since, lol.

Aside from seeing Prospal being a highlight of the day, this one tops that.

Highlight of the Day

Bobby Long loves Sharks.

Bobby Long loves Sharks.

 I’ll explain the story behind this message another day, but just the ‘dont hit no sharks’ made me laugh/giggle like a 13 year old, it was funny/cute, lol. I also found out that he’s 22 years old today, which I dunno why I thought he was older then that and i dont know why when I found that out that the phrase “aw he’s a baby” popped in my head, cuz he’s not, but ugh i dunno.

What else, there was some other things i wanted to comment about, but now I can’t remember. Whatever if it comes to me (which I’m sure it wont) i’ll write about it, but I seriously gotta go to bed, i gotta wake up at 6am for work (XFC Championship) get off at 4:30pm, come home and FINALLY start packing *pulls hair out*

So have a goodnight if you’re not already, since most normal people are sleeping at 1:40am and not blogging. But for those of you that are night owls like me and havent gone to bed yet, I leave you with this……..



RPattz Drawing

Thursday, September 3rd, 2009

I drew this drawing of Robert Pattinson 2 weeks ago and it still blows my mind that I drew this. It actually took me 6 hours to make and is probably the most detailed drawing I have EVER done of anyone.

The most I’ve ever been able to draw of someone is the eyes, maybe the nose and the mouth. I think because i took my time and was freaking out the entire time that it turned out so well.

Like seriously I don’t know how else to describe to you that I’m not able to draw like this like EVER. I’m starting to think that my bbz are right and I was possessed by the Dazzle. I did think it was cute that my mom wants to frame it, even though I dont wanna tear it out of my sketchbook and I don’t know how you can scan it with high quality, you know right?

Wait did i seriously just say ‘you know right?’ what does that even fucking mean? LOL

ANYWAYS, I wanna draw another picture, but because of how awesome this one turned out I am super fucking nervous about screwing up the next one. I wanna try to finish the Leo drawing I started years ago, but I dunno I’m just completely afraid of me not being able to draw any good (like i’m used to) and that this drawing ends up being the only good drawing I’ll ever do.

Then on the other hand i also wanna try drawing one of the GQ Magazine pictures that Robert did, but just thinking about it is freaking me out =(

WHOA Michael Jackson’s funeral is happening right now?! HOW COME NO ONE TOLD ME?!!

Wait nevermind, it’s not gonna be televised since it’s a private ceremony……..good :)

You know I really really really really really REALLY hope they turn Neverland Ranch into a Graceland for MJ. Like seriously it just has to happen, if it doesn’t it’s just fucking wrong.

When we went to Mississippi last week we went to Graceland (again) and it just makes you realize how much you WISH that someone does that for MJ with Neverland Ranch. And i’m not even thinking of it as a profit thing like i’m sure some of his behind the scenes team would be. I’m thinking of it from a fan’s prospective and how cool it would be be able to visit that. Kinda like the MJ Kingdom……….i dunno it just really has to happen :(

Anyways I think i’m gonna go read for awhile since Jennifer is gonna be at my house around 9:50am to go see if Vinnie is skating tomorrow :)

Nite bb <3

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